Feedback on M2 2015 （Distance Class）
By J, Dutch, female in her 60s
I am very lucky to have the possibility to do the course over and over again. Every time I find some new information not only in the course but also in myself. I feel my concentration has been growing so I am able to understand more easy, besides your way of explaining has been changing as well. This tells me we are both growing at different levels.
This time in class I could really say I have learnt to control my emotions. This makes me stronger to stay more in the Self than ever before. I keep up with the physical practice but the awareness that some muscles are still not healed is there. It doesn’t disturb me anymore. Even muscles and membranous tissues seem to have different levels in healing.
My behavior in social life and at work has changed tremendously. I can communicate now without judgment and overreacting in emotions. It is necessary to clean and understand the Reference system. I think I understand it much better now although it took a long time. Big headed lady I was.. Now at 63 I feel more freedom, I can finally make my own choices in life and take the responsibility for the choices. I know for sure I will stay working and do healing in my own discipline as Activity and Health worker in the Alzheimer and Parkinson healthcare. It is a lovely profession where I can stay being myself. Even when I will be retired within 3 years (one extra year to go because of changing the rental age) there is a lot of work to do in my profession.
Maybe I have been growing slowly over the years, but the last two years my growth went faster because I understood more. I only have good growth this way because of my physical training and I was always looking inside (to perceive) what was happening in the body. Later the Mind came in more and more in a quiet manner. Not searching, not grasping but just looking. So I learned to understand a lot about myself.
I never could make it till so far without your lessons and your patience with me. I thank Universe for sending you on my path in 2005. 10 Years of struggling mostly with myself, my judgement and my big headed Mind. It was only me that was stopping me from growing, and finally I am aware of it.
Thanks for all your explanations， your patience with me and especially your honesty.